{"id":97,"date":"2008-03-25T23:50:02","date_gmt":"2008-03-26T05:50:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.galador.org\/?p=97"},"modified":"2008-03-26T00:03:44","modified_gmt":"2008-03-26T06:03:44","slug":"thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"Thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There have been some things lately that have made me think as to why I keep this thing around still.  This thing being my blog.  <\/p>\n<p>First, I get no visitors.  Really.  I don&#8217;t.  None.  I can just take a look at my stats to see that I might get 5 visitors on a good day (that takes out of consideration articles that have been submitted to StumbleUpon and get a modest page-viewing).  It shows up again when I look at my web host&#8217;s control panel and see that I barely use two gigabytes of transfer in a good month, and most of that is from one-shot things that I host on <a href=\"http:\/\/files.galador.org\">files.galador.org<\/a>.  I realize that not much of what I have to say is that interesting, but the stats are really disheartening.<\/p>\n<p>I think that leads to point number two.  I don&#8217;t make updates to this thing as much as I used to.  Though it is up somewhat from Fall\/Winter &#8217;07-ish, it&#8217;s still barely half of what it used to be.  I don&#8217;t know.  I just don&#8217;t have as much drive as I used to to update this thing.  And another thing is that I haven&#8217;t really done much interesting stuff lately to write about.  I haven&#8217;t had a reason to make a huge WoT (a Wall of Text, for those of you out of the know) like I used to.  To quote <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Andrew_McMahon\">Andrew McMahon<\/a>, &#8220;My life has become a boring pop song, and everyone is singing along.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Thirdly, as a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.galador.org\/about\/#comment-22\">recent comment<\/a> made me realize, people are assholes on the Internet.  They don&#8217;t give a fuck about your life.  They&#8217;d rather sit on their ass and make fun of you.  To the commenter:  if you read this, then know that I actually enjoyed your comment (for various reasons)  I could have easily said, &#8220;What an asshole.&#8221; and deleted the commend from the moderation queue, but I didn&#8217;t.  I&#8217;ll be honest, I did give it a thought, but I decided to give a fair representation of whoever happens to read this thing.  I also took the time to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.galador.org\/about\/#comment-23\">respond honestly<\/a>, and hope you take the time to read the response.  <\/p>\n<p>Fourth, it makes you feel really shitty when one of your friends finds out you have a blog, and they say something like, &#8220;What, you actually write stuff on there?  What do you put, &#8216;today I used my computer?&#8217; in a condescending tone.  <em>Really <\/em>shitty.<\/p>\n<p>So yeah.  This article almost sounds like it belongs more on Xanga\/MySpace\/et al than a self-hosted blog as it&#8217;s all self-pitying and shit, but here it is.  I&#8217;m not ashamed to speak my mind and bitch.  I should really learn to do it more often.  I think my life would improve a lot if I weren&#8217;t so passive.  But that&#8217;s a story for another place.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There have been some things lately that have made me think as to why I keep this thing around still. This thing being my blog. First, I get no visitors. Really. I don&#8217;t. None. I can just take a look at my stats to see that I might get 5 visitors on a good day &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/thoughts\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Thoughts<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-97","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-wrists"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=97"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=97"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=97"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.galador.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=97"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}